i hate it when people cry. doesn't matter who they are. i hate it. but more so when the person crying is me. and i can't stop it. the worst part is that i don't know how to help myself. i just go on and on. and when someone tries to console me, i cry even harder. it's so sickening, i just want to die for a while and come back when i feel better. i try thinking happy thoughts but my mind always comes back to the reason i started crying in the first place and a whole new wave of tears come. so gross, but i can't help it. ahhhh.


There's a burning in my pride,
A nervous bleeding in my brain.
crazy/beautiful
8:18:00 PM