yesterday was emill's surprise birthday party. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY EMILL. i forgot abt it until the last minute. haha. she was like so late la. and when she came she was so shocked. but happy i guess. the boys that came totally wiped out all the drinks. and emill got really really sick. puking on nicoles bed and stuff. ee, nicole's rooms smelt damn funky la. hahha. didnt know i was gonna stay over so didnt have clothes to change into and all and i couldnt fall asleep! do you know how annoying that is. like, your so tired, but cannot sleep cause everyone's so noisy. aiyoh. so i didnt sleep till like 6 in the morning, then woke up about 8,9 o clock. watched mtv for a while then went to bathe. and met my mother to go to town for some lunch. which sucked! i hate steamboat. never really got the point of it. and all that seafood. SAVE ME. i wanted real food la. like, y'know, a steak would have been good. and we were supposed to go christmas shopping.. but i was so tired, i just couldnt take it la. so went home and sleptttttt. and now, i have nothin to do, AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S ON CHANNEL 5? SINBAD! LIKE HELLO? poor me, i dont have cable. that's just sad yo. ah well, shit happens.

ERASE, ERASE. im not going to wait forever.
move on, that's what i do best. good thing i've got very little attachment to people. i like that. makes me feel powerful ah, hahhah.



so we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss
crazy/beautiful
8:07:00 PM